Thanks Pei Ni, I’m in the same boat with you as I’m also an impostor in the language of Shakespeare. My dream is to be able to write in Mandarin and being able to reach many millions. The twists and edges of Mandarin are by far more elusive than English, and while I understand it might fall short to express certain feelings that you experienced and learned in a different language, it is the most beautiful language to express philosophical ideas about the connection between body, mind and nature. Keep writing.